EpicFailWeekend

so, I can’t even say I had a terrible weekend because I didn’t. it was an okay weekend. I stayed on campus and listened to live music weekend, and im kind of bummed I didn’t get to do a little dj set..but I wasn’t informed that was a possibility, so whatever.
im just realizing that love is beautiful. the only love I’ve had is through my friends. but I don’t want to share.and I don’t want to be mean to the ppl that I don’t love persay..
I want someone to love me big or small, with makeup or without , sweaty or showered, hair curly or straight, gold or purple. nose pierce or ears gauged, good dancer or not. but I feel like nobody will appreciate me in its wholeness. just when I try to perfect myself for the world. I will not deny many ppl when I like one the most, because if you can’t bring game..than what am I wasting my time on? sucks because I like ya but whatever. I can get with anybody now. cuz im freeeeeeeee. wish I went home. no dissapointment there.now I seem like a bitch because im sad. but fuck you guys because you don’t understand. let me wallow.