hmmmm.

OK…so it seems that whenever summer rolls around, I get really bad insomnia. Like, OD. I usually don’t go to sleep till 6 am, and I wake up around 12 ish…. It really effects when i have places to go, because i’m really tired and grumpyy. Its like , I’m tired, but I can’t actually sleep. My body is tired, but my mind is racing od. So what have I been doing to occupy these extra hours of conciesness? I have been taking use of channels 340-370 on my tv. AKA, the movie channels. Last night I watched the original “Taking of Pelham 123″ && it will really surprise me if the new one has topped it. I thought it was amazing. Mr. Blue, Mr. Brown, Mr. Grey, Mr. Green. okay….im done.

SO FUCKING TIGHT

So getting into summer, mad bud and mad drinks, andddd guess what happens to miss already has a record…..

I get arrested. smh.
court in 2 weeks. tight, i only got a 80 dollar ticket, but stilllll tight.

The New Slim Shady

After a very very very long hiatus, i’m BACK! I am fresh and new :p (kind offff) So, after a long and hassle filled junior year, it is finally study weekend. 3rd term exams are coming and then thats it

Ughhh, I’m actually just fucking sick of everything right now. I’m sick of most people that  I kno w, because I mainly, HATE SHELTERED PEOPLE. I hate the suburbs, because, that creates SHELTERED PEOPLE. In the rural areas of the country those bitches kow how to survive, so I give them props. In the city, you have to fend for yourself too. In the suburbs, you have carpooling, and swim practice after school, with your mom begging to have your friends over, because shes so unhappy in her soccer mom rituals, shes gonna try and live through you. If I never had to step foot in the suburbs again, I would relenquish myself, and never stop thanking god. Honestly, I would probably rather be homeless in brooklyn.

I honestly dont care who the fuck I offend, because this shit is true. I don’t care who gets mad when i complain about this place, you guys have so many options that you DON’T see. All too afraid to make mistakes, or to be by themselves, so they resort to the same shit every day. Everybody is so two faced. TWO FACED BITCHES BLOW. Honestly. If you don’t like somebody,  don’t change your shit up. People who wont be names, claim that they are like that, because they dont want to be mean, okay…so your just gonna be fake? And lose your pride and credibility? I want everybody to be straight the fuck about what they feel about me, cuz in the end, haters are motivaterssss

I am so excited for summmerrrr I cann’t even explain it. ughhhhh. I don’t care if  i dont see my school friends all summer, becauseeeee, I really need to bond with my niggs back home. My school friends are lovely, I won’t hate, but, there are just certain sacred things they don’t appreciate. LIKE BURGER KING. Fuck health! Live your goddamned life, and stop worrying about dumb shit like how much grease is in something. I know that whoppers are tastey as fuckkkkk, and I will NOT give them up for NO FDA report. I hate people who buy into everything that the government tells them. You don’t believe Sep 11th actually happens, but yet you can buy into swine flu. smh. You can come up with a conspiricy theory, but you can’t actually follow instructions on the back of a box.

I can count at least 10 times a day when I want to smack the shit out of a bitchhhh. Ayyyykayyy.

Welll FUCK the free world.

duecessss

Razzz

WTF? Recession who?

Am I the only human being whos NOT effected by this recession? No, not talking about financially, im pretty much the same, negros dont fuck with them stocks and shit.

BUTTT, emotionally, I mean, i’m perfect right now. My confidence has risen, music is bangin, and, Ive been dealin with a fuckload of debauchery. and i love it. I mean with this recession

1. The cops dont care- sure they shut shit down, but they let you stay drinkin, and they dont arrest heads od anymore.

2. If you DIDNT fuck with the stocks, shit is mad cheap. Stores have sales allllll the time now, its guhreatt.

3. It gives me even MORE of an excuse to eat fast food, BK all day every day. :p

4. My legs are really toned and im nice and golden. I dont feel like spendin 2 dollaz on the subway, and i walk alot now.

5. Bud is the universal depression medication, and dealers are packin a whole lot more into them dubs to keep me comin back. and the lawd in heaven knows i loves me some bud.

6. I’m not being forced to work, cuz there aint NO jobs out there in NYC right now.

7. All the sexy men are out of work, and out on the streets for  me to fux with. NOT fuck. but just fux with, ya diggg?

8. Partyyy & bullshit. people wanna drink their fears of the next rent payment away, and helll im down.

–razzle–

Oh Hey World

Hmm, so i’ve decided to come out of hiding, who knows how long it will last? I dont!

So what have I been thinking about lately…hmmm.

The life is going pretty well i guess, nothing i can really complain about. WAIT, yes i can, i hate waiting to have to see people. Thats the only really annoying part. I have two huge projects due around the same time, not a good look. In the summer I will be taking portrait painting classes, and a communications course at FIT I’m exciteddd. I will also be volunteering/ tutoring young ones at a community center.

OH OH OH OH

June 13th.

If your anybody, you will be at CIELO.

for a special event.

Chief.

Yo, I haven’t been blogging in a couple days and I’ve just been od distracted. BUT, it looks like Bodega is back in businesssss. So Brooklyn is the new illy spot to hit up. The VANISHING POINT. is DONE. I’m tighhhhtt. Heads really couldnt deal with keepin the drinkin on the inside? Really tho? And then mad uptown heads had to come blow up the spot. I’m tellin you, things havent been right since the new year…

This weekend I think I’m gonna hit up Bodega, and see whats goin on, and I hope its gonna be hot. On Saturday theres gonna be a show/party at Retox!!!! I hope its illlll. I didnt come home for nothinnnn.

MEhhhhh!!! YO MAD PARTIES GOIN ON SOON. hit me up if you neeeed shit.

Recently I’ve been listenin to maddd new music. and I realized, oldies are goodies. AHHH.

Razzle

EpicFailWeekend

so, I can’t even say I had a terrible weekend because I didn’t. it was an okay weekend. I stayed on campus and listened to live music weekend, and im kind of bummed I didn’t get to do a little dj set..but I wasn’t informed that was a possibility, so whatever.
im just realizing that love is beautiful. the only love I’ve had is through my friends. but I don’t want to share.and I don’t want to be mean to the ppl that I don’t love persay..
I want someone to love me big or small, with makeup or without , sweaty or showered, hair curly or straight, gold or purple. nose pierce or ears gauged, good dancer or not. but I feel like nobody will appreciate me in its wholeness. just when I try to perfect myself for the world. I will not deny many ppl when I like one the most, because if you can’t bring game..than what am I wasting my time on? sucks because I like ya but whatever. I can get with anybody now. cuz im freeeeeeeee. wish I went home. no dissapointment there.now I seem like a bitch because im sad. but fuck you guys because you don’t understand. let me wallow.

Hmm Hmm Hmmm

Juicy Juicy Juicy. So many damn things to talk about. Well lemme talk about the thing thats been rollin off of everybodies tongue. Chris Brown punchin RiRi. Hmm, what do I think about this? Well, I am no supporter of domestic abuse, but as I sit here and look at the alleged situation, (Chris wanting the relationship to end, RiRi being clingy) I could see her instigatin some shit, and slappin him a little, thinking that just because shes RiRi she wont get slapped. Proves that she forgets where she comes from, because we dont play in the island. Blow for a Blow thats what I learned, and I’m a ride or die chick, so that will NEVER change for me. She got punched. hmm, I dont think he was right I dont think she was right, but I DO think that if your gonna file a police report dont be a pussy and not even attempt to press charges. THAT is just a bitch move. Ike and Tina pt. 2? Thats what I thought it was gonna be, but I’m waitin for Jigga to slap Bey to declare that title to somebody…

So, anybody hear about this trick havin 14 kids? Really though? REALLY THOUGH?! REALLLLLYYYY THOUGH?!?!?! Okay, IVF causes multiple births a lot of the time. So having six kids once…okay I guess. BUT SHE DIDNT DO IT THAT WAY. SHE HAD 2 SETS OF TWINS THEN 2 OTHER KIDS….and nobody destroyed this tricks eggs, and jawn decided to have 8 more!!! 8 !! 8 SUCKAS??? that woulda been one brood I woulda left somewhere, god bless my soul. I cannot believe the madness I hear. Well, there it is America….anybody can have kids these days. SHE SPENT MAD MONEY TO HAVE KIDS, WHEN SHE COULDA BEEN SPENDIN THAT MONEY TO FEED THEM…..foool. crookydddd foool!

So, whats been happening in my life? Nothing, cuz i’m a skut. and only strange things happen to skuts. I need to get into college -_-.

Sexy Moviemento

Okay, so it’s Friday and I am sitting here and I just finished another one of my favorite drinks, Jones Pure Cane Soda Crushed Melon to be exact. Delicious. So Valentines day is coming up soon and what am I thinking? Nohting, I can’t be mad that I dont have anybody. I dont want to spend money on anybody, and I don’t want to have anybody spend money on me….thats a lie, I know I do. So I really am addicted to Weezy’s verse in the Cryin Out for Me Remix, just because it represents so much in my life. Anywayyyy, this weekend I am staying inside, no parties, no drinking, and i’m okay with that, because I have od work to do. I reallllllyy need to figure out how to do direct download off of this damn blog, because I have so many songs I want you heads to listen to then download. Currentlyyyyyy, I am really feeeellllinnn Supastar J. Kwik. The mix is crazzyyyy. Anyway I dont have as much to say as I thought I did, but I will later. Promise

Dubstep

Before you read this post, watch this video. its so beautiful.

http://www.whopperfreakout.com/index.html

This is going to be a pretty random ass post, but I’m a pretty random person. Soooo here it goes.

I really really hate that I look like a bitch. I mean, I feel like I have a pretty intimidating stare? And the nose ring didnt really help. I mean, I have a huge range of facial expressions and can pretty much tell you what I think of you with no words. One of my personal resolutions was to stop with the facial expressions because some people are gonna get a offended. I CANT HELP IT THOUGH, MY MIND EXPRESSES ITSELF THROUGH MY FACE. So, today I was in a pizza place with my friend, and as she was waiting for her food I was talking about, how I hate when people pretend to be friends with people they hate. The jerk making pizza interupted me and saiddd ” I overheard your conversation, and I was wondering what you would think if a group of people were being mean to the person they dont like” I held my urge to slap the shit outta him for always bein up in my mouth, and said WELLL, I make it known when I dont like a person, I am polite, but I will not be your friend, there is a difference between being straightforward, and showing complete disrespect.

Okay, so 2009, wtf is up with the music scene? I really gave up on listening to the radio about a year ago, so when I have my morning shower and I hear this bullshit? I’m like WTF. Me and everybody I talk music with, like 2 ppl, cuz I cant deal with that classic rock ish, download music from blogs. It really makes me like the internet, because I know there are so many people like me hittin up mad blogs for music, because we just cannot appreciate the outer world of music. Honestly, there are so many things I just shake my head at these days.

One thing that I dont understand, is! When you buy hair dye, you get this amazing ass ballin ass crazy ass genius conditioner, and I dye my hair from dark brown to intense black every month, and the conditioner works the best, I have the hardest combo of hair. cuban brazilian jamaican welsh, then the straight up african= madd curly and spanish lookin when wet, frizzyish and wavy when dry, relaxed when paid, straightened when broke, curly when summer. WHY DONT THEY SELL THAT CONDITIONER ON A REGULAR BASIS? WTF…..i would buy it all the time, cuz its the JUMPOFFFF.

I am obsessed with Odwalla Juice, Mango Tango to be exact. I close my eyes when I drink it because its just that delicious that the outside world can taint the flavor.

I really really like this song that I’m listening to right now, its nice.

I hate explaining my lingo to people. I say a lot of weird words. But just pretend like you understand so I dont get frusterated.

Fast food is the greatest thing that happened to me and I will never give up on Burger King. IDC what movie they make exposing that shit, it will always be great.

PEACE <3 AND WHOPPER JUNIORS FOR ALL!

P.S. CAN SOMEBODY BUY ME FLAME?????